One night stand got me pregnant

A one night st*nd got me pregnant and exposed the huge lie my marriage was built on.I’m 30 my husband is 44 We tried for a baby for nearly five years with no luck I was blind to the red flags because I loved him he was my first everything.

Just before he left for his month long offshore job, we fought badly about fertility tests. He refused, saying it was against God’s will and I should just pray We didn’t speak properly after that. I felt lonely and started going to the neighborhood b*r every evening to drink away my pain That’s where I met Tim, a guy in his 30s his date didn’t show up, so we talked for hours. We clicked on almost everything during a sm*ke br**k outside a heavy thund**rstorm started he said he loved the smell of rain same as me. I pulled him close, he held me and we got soak*d in the warm rain Alcohol, months without s*x, and the storm t*ok over I made the first real move we had int*nse, quick s*x right there, matching the thunder. I c*me h*rd something new for me and he finished insid* me, leaving bruis**s on my waist and hips He invited me to his place I went without hesitation. We had s*x four more times that night and morning. I came every time. My friend later said I was probably ovul*ting We ate breakfast quietly and agreed not to continue Sadly, I left without his number or full name My husband returned two days later. He didn’t notice the brui$es. When we had s*x, I faked it so he’d fini$h fast Six weeks later I found out I was pregnant When I told him, he immediately knew I’d ch**ted. After lots of shouting, he confessed he’d had a vasectomy years before we met, even though he knew I wanted kids badly. Our wh0le relationship was a lie from the start He made me feel worse than the one night stand ever did.

My lawyer dealt with it f*rmly. Deception like that in marriage is serious. In the end, my daughter and I are financially secure for life. It’s not the future I planned, but I’ve accepted it My only real regret? Not getting Tim’s contact.