I went back to my massage therapist

I returned to my male m@ssage therapist recently. The last time, he briefly touched my privat* area and left me to finish on my own. After chatting online and feeling quite worked up, I decided to book another session, secretly hoping for a repeat of last week. 

The m@ssage began as usual stretching my neck, back, arms, and legs. As he worked on my thighs, he bent my leg outward, exposing me fully. His hands brushed my inner thighs, grazing my privat* parts a few times. His shorts also rubbed against my hand, and I didn’t object.

His hand slid along my privat* area once, and I let out a heavy breath. He then m@ssaged my thighs and buttocks, moving toward my an*s. When I didn’t resist, he started to explore there with his fing*r and asked if I enjoyed it. I said yes, admitting it was my first time. He asked if I was gay I said no but confirmed it felt good. He kept asking, encouraging me to try more, while I lightly touched him through his shorts.

I’ve tried an@l play a few times before, but it’s not really for me. At moments, when he pressed a certain spot, it felt intense, but the discomfort was too much. I eventually told him to stop because it was painful. He apologized, stopped, and asked me to turn over. He continued m@ssaging my legs, then returned to my privat* area, stroking it and handling my b@lls. Seeing how much I enjoyed it, he asked if I wanted more help. I agreed, expecting more str@king, but he took me in his mouth, switching between $ucking, str@king, and rubbing around my anu$, which felt nice. Each time I was close to finishing, he stopped, which was frustrating after being worked up all morning. He said letting me finish would cross a line beyond a sensual m@ssage.

I pleaded to finish, and finally, he took me in his mouth again, going deep. As I warned him I was about to release, he switched to his hand, and I climax@d intensely, relea$ing several times onto my chest and near my face. I was trembling as he calmly continued m@ssaging, cleaning me with a warm towel but also returning to my privat* area with his mouth, perhaps for his own pleasure or to tease me further.

Afterwards, we talked. He said he’s been without intim@cy for years and that m@ssaging me excites him. He swore he doesn’t do this with other clients, but I’m not entirely convinced. I got dressed and left. Honestly, the an@l play and touching him didn’t excite me much. I’ve been exploring my desires, but what feels good in videos or chats doesn’t always work in real life. Still, the way he handled my privat* area was exceptional I can’t remember the last time I felt such a rel*ase. I’m not sure when I’ll go back or what will happen next, but I wanted to share this update.