I had a sleepover at my friend’s house

My name is Temi and I’m 18 now There’s something that happened a while ago that still makes me feel guilty whenever I remember it.

It was during a sleepover at my best friend Chioma’s house for her birthday we were all there Chioma, her cousins, and me laughing and gist ing late into the night. In the middle of the night I woke up feeling very arous*d. I couldn’t sleep again so I quietly went to the bathroom to t*uch myself and relieve the feeling lacerations I had heard people joke about using hairbrush handles for pl**sure, and I saw Chioma’s blue hairbrush on the counter. It had a soft bumpy handle I was so carried away by the desire that I didn’t think straight. For the first time ever I used something other than my fing*r in$ide me.

I took off all my cloth*s squ*tted over the sink and began to move the handle in and out quickly and d**ply Suddenly as I pull*d it out fast my body tighten*d strongly and a lot of clear liquid gush*d out it splash*d on the wall the sink and my hands. I was shock*d. At first I thought I had urinat*d everywhere but it didn’t feel like pe**ng at all. I panick*d stopped immediately cleaned everything thoroughly and went back to bed. I had spent quite some time in the bathroom so the next morning Chioma’s father kindly asked if I was alright. I just smiled and said yes That night even after cleaning up I stayed very w*t down there, and my body kept cl*nching on its own Only recently did I learn about squirt**ng and realise that was probably what happened.

I still feel asham*d whenever I visit Chioma’s house and see her bru$hing her hair with that same brush. The memory makes my face hot. But honestly it felt incredibly good and part of me wants to experience it again. I just wish it hadn’t happened that way.